B's , ♥

“i don't need love as shield”

Sunday, January 31, 2010 || 8:12 PM

I JUST FUCKING HATE YOU , SOMETIMES .
HATEYOUHATEYOUHATEYOU !
think i what , good to bully ah ?
even if i very hard angry , meaning i wont angry what .
so fucking chee bai larh you ,
kpkb .
think you what ?
i gave you chances , upteen times .
this is how you treat me .
yes , you're good .
did you ever think of your manners and attitude ?
felt like crying everytime .
BECAUSE OF YOU .
but , of course .
some good souls around still ccheer me up (:
you know i **** *** , you still so close for fuck ?
dunno theres something call JEALOUS ?!
argh .
you want to do all those thing , now i dun even give a dam .
did you eveen spare a thought for us ?
FUCK YOU LAH .
_l_
everytime , anytime , you said those hurting words .
i felt like dropping to th ground .
i felt like cutting .
but , again .
i still have ppl around me , care for me (:
so , you fucker , flirter , hongster , or what ever bitch !
argh~

i really treat you mine , yet you ..

p/s : i just randomly scold hor X:
really no offence .

Labels: i laugh you (:

|| 7:27 PM

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lol , great in sex ..

|| 4:14 PM

indoor sports hall .

mayfei , cassidy .

erical !

hello !

camp was still ok lah , lol .
th merry go round is funfunfun !
its funny lor ,
HAHA !

starting , it was bored till .. _l_
they dunno do what , organise untill ..
nevermindd .

played , WATER GAME .
very funny ,
haha !
some used th pond water X:
i'm in tooo , X:
THEN ,
mery go th round .
etc .
night , was really fucked up ..
so went to play to SWEAT .
then , mayfei and th others were playing truth or dare .
later on , i head back to sleep .
was really tired .
but , soon they came back with th
POOP POOP POOP sound , i woke up .
they say , ava now watching drag me to hell !
in th end , i saw th housefly thingy .
ewww !
THEN, SHILIN WIFEYYY , covered and hugged me ,
say , the thing coming X:
then , i also cover my eyes lor !
i heard th screaming sounds , ahhhh !
HORRIBLE .
then , head back .
we went to th stage , and danced with weiling oh .
then , lights out .
haah !

next day , pt .

after that , went mac with CBM and kenneth .
kenneth very funny sia !
AZIM NUMBER TWO !

HEAD BACK HOME , PUT THING .
pei mayfei but her lens , (:

head back , slept till today morning .

END/-

i'm giving up you ; i cannot afford to wait any longer .

Wednesday, January 27, 2010 || 9:54 PM

took this pic cause , th lady on th right is zilianing~ , fucking fuunyy !

hello (:
school was great ,
and obviously my tagboard is dead -- .
nevermindd , i dun give a dam anw .

had training today (:
stupid coach , i dont even want to talk to him anw ..
he is SO 'SMALL GAS' .
had , spike hit , slide todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy .
pain ?!
yizhen and erical fall until very jialat laaa !
i also , fall alr , i fall again .
leg machiam like 5 second cant move .
PATHETIC~

yueling elephant went home , because ..
shh ! X:

you're so go.od at times ,
why must you be gl eve..rytime you talk to me ?
yesterday , you'...re so good lahh !
you tell me y....ou like her ,
please..... lor .
children also k......now its fake ,
you're just using th old m.......ethod to shake me off ,
rig.......ht ?
dont even th......ink bout it ,
dl me , ju.....st SAY .
i wont do , now i'm just.... treating you as my
fucking real blo...od brother ,
like CC..F !
i'm so shocke..d at times ,
i just love you. eternity !

yueling !
- (:
com 'on , look on th bright side (:
i know it feels pain , miserable .
its not th end of th world !
haha !
okok , think of th bright side ;
you still have th volley players elephant !
muacks !

wanted to stop blogging , as no one reaaly cares -- ;

Sunday, January 24, 2010 || 3:55 PM

hello , (:

wont be posting till next week ba .

cant use com , school .

thats why .

now at my aunt house , as my grandma and mama making dunno what shit .

so , here posting (:

yea , haha .

nothiing else ,

byeeeeee .

Saturday, January 23, 2010 || 8:33 PM

took this from , yilin (:
enjoy (:

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage : milo !
2. Last phone call : geraldine friend , gerald . ( prank call lah !)

3. Last text message : cassidy !

4. Last song you listened to : lady gaga , just dance .

5. Last time you cried : last last week in class ):

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice : Crazy! No!

7. Been cheated : Definitely YES!

8. Kissed someone & regretted it : I did not kiss anyone(:

9. Lost someone special : Hmm yes?

10. Been depressed: Yes.

11. Been drunk and threw up: Nope

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. grey

13. red

14. black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009&2010)
15. Made a new friend: Of course!

16. Fallen out of love: Yes.

17. Laughed until you cried: Yes

18. Met someone who changed you: Yes

19. Found out who your true friends were: totally !

20. Found out someone was talking about you: DUH !

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: No !

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Almost all.

23. How many kids do you want?: see my mood ! (:

24. Do you have any pets : fishies !

25. Do you want to change your name?: No?(:

26. What did you do for your last birthday: CBM , sentosa !

27. What time did you wake up today: 9.31 am .

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping :P

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: money .

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My brain!.

32. What are you listening to right now: geraldine talking like old mama .

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope.

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: a bitch .

35. Most visited webpage: blogs .

36. Whats your real name : BELINDATEOHUIYUN .

37. Nicknames: ber , belin , big lemon , SIAO EH !

38. Relationship Status: Single , (:

39. Zodiac sign: sagittarius .

40. Male or female?: Female

41. Elementary?: Forgot ;x

42. Middle School?: Xinmin Primary School

43. High school/college?: PeiCai Secondary School

44. Hair colour: brownish , black .

45. Long or short: Long

46. Height: 158 laaaaa , ):

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: yep , X:

48: What do you like about yourself?: i am crazy !

49. Piercings: 2.

50. Tattoos: Nope

51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Nope.

53. First piercing: Yeah

54. First best friend: ho xinyi !

55. First sport you joined: volleyball !

56. First vacation: genting , malaysia .

58. First pair of trainers: School.

RIGHT NOW:
59. thinking something more simpler than 1+1 : lol ?!

60. Drinking: Nothing

61. I'm about to: Answer the quiz

62. Listening to: sister plying game -- ,

63. Waiting for: X: , him .

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: Ya

65. Get Married?: Ya

66. Career?: Currently a student (:

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.

68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.

69. Shorter or taller: Taller!

70. Older or Younger: Older!

71. Romantic or spontaneous: Depends?

72. Nice stomach or nice arms : both !

73. Sensitive or loud: Depends.

74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationships

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Nope

77. Drank hard liquor: Nope

78. Lost glasses/contacts: No.

79. Sex on first date: Nope.

80. Broken someone's heart: Yeah.
81.Someone broke your heart? Yeah.

82. Been arrested: tio screen lor , X:

83. Turned someone down: Yeah

84. Cried when someone died: nope , ):

85. Fallen for a friend?: Yeah.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yes?

87. Miracles: Yeah

88. Love in first sight: Maybe?

89. Heaven: Yeah?

90. Santa Claus: No

91. Kiss on the first date: Depends

92. Angels: Yeah.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Nope

95. Did you sing : Sometimes

96. Ever cheated on somebody relationship?: Nope

97. If you could go back in time, how far would go: pri 3 !

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it: Somewhere in June ..

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Maybe?

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Yeah.

|| 5:54 PM

PIZZAHUT FOR DINNER !

b for belinda , i at least got one strike . hehe (:

s for sean , triple strike lahh !

shes just so emotional X:

just playing with my sister MODEL .

geraldine .

this is th thursday one uhh.

HELLO !

kinda happy these few days , (:
but , not anymore ba ..

cause ..
X:
shh .

today is a , boring day .
whatthhell ,
without yilin calling me every night , so uncomfortable ):
faster come back lah !

later going th play volley with cousins .

FRIDAY .

lit ,
watch ..
ROMEO AND JULIET .
its nice , and funny (:
if my love story is like theirs ,
that would be nice manzcxz !

others , i forgot lo X:
in my head only got romeo aand juliet ! (:
so romantic lah !
love at first sight .
but their english ..

AFTER SCHOOL !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEAN GOOD BOY !

i wish you , happyhappy everyday !
to have true love (:

i really have loads of fun , even without him (:
i hope you enjoy yourself toooo !

THURSDAY !

after school ,

played volley with ccf, sean and shimin thay all .
fucking fun !
thrn , rainrain come , ):
ccf thay went home .
theres me , mayfei , garvin , james , ian , darren and nigel .
in shelter , all horny .
after awhile , garvin they all made my ball to be stuck .
meaning , they are throwing my ball lah .
my VOLLEYball .
then , played volley with garvin and james setting .
not bad uhh (:

blabla ,
byeee ; loves !

you seems to be so close to me ,
but yet we're so far away .
we're not meant ba ,
its been one year ,
many people tell me that we're not worth .
HE is much much better then you yet i rejected him .
i dunno what i must do now .
whenever i see you , i wish that you will just ignore me .
on th secong thought , i wanna you to talk to me avery second .
i wanna say , i love you and i dont wanna you go away .

Labels: so close yet so far .

Wednesday, January 20, 2010 || 9:35 PM

twister fries !

haha !

this chicken chop , i had for recess (:

miss chen sisi (:

fucking small van can ..

hello (:

long time no post liao hor ?
LOL , i think nobody even read my posts .

so , i shall say that today is A FUCKING STUPID HAPPY DAY !
I JUST CANT STOP SMILING , (:
all happy except ..
i shall say .

MT , (first period)
quite bored , th boys behing me so tiam tiam ):

think is sci , (second)
stupid cher ..
i helped mayfei to write thing (:
yep , jovan pushed biao peng.
and hit untill me and i hit untill th table .
th table hit till my hip _l_

recess ,
nicenice (:

ce , whooooosh !
almost slept .
hehe ,

eng ,
i'm so high !
cher also gimme sweet (:

MT , again ! (:(:

fucking happy just because of you lahhhh .
but hor , also fucking stupid because of th gl boy -.-

TRAINING !

no coach , so relaxing .

but , we not in top 4 alr ):
something bothered me ..

so , tmr is going to be fucking fun !

people out there , do tagg me (:

Labels: ily (:, lala